red line

banyak benda yang berlaku dalam hidup kita.. walaupun dalam masa satu hari.. bagi aku.. setiap yang berlaku, ofcoz lah.. pasti ada hikmah disebaliknya.. dan pada aku yang agak aggressive nih, memang emosi dan fizikal aku cepat react ke atas sesuatu yang betul2 menyentuh perasaan aku.. tp tindakan aku bukan tindakan yang terburu2.. tindakan yang aku pasti akan berhenti sebentar, dan aku paksa diri berfikir positive.. sebab aku tahu, aku seorang yang sangat panas baran.. and if i react as soon as i heard the 'thing'.. it will become a disaster..

jangan risau, aku bukan jenis yang suka dengar cakap orang.. tp sape tak panas bila kau dengar benda tak sedap pasal diri kau daripada orang lain.. tapi bukan ini yang terjadi pada aku.. to me, body language speaks louder than words..

ok, let me go straight to the point.. sekejap.. no, i'll never tell u the whole story.. not even a little bit.. but you should know that this entry was written because of my undoubted frustration upon something that had just happen.. toward someone who don't even know what they're doing.. and don't even understand why on earth did god bless them everyday without fail.. and, don't even know how to appreciate a single shit that they got today.. cilake.. haaa hamekaw.. keluau bahase melake aku..

however, this frustration leads me into something that is even better.. i have to move on.. [don't get me wrong, i've overcome my past.. but now, i guess it is time for me to move on from where i've been stuck for the past few years..] this is a grudge that cannot relieve with a scream.. its the thing that i should do after so long i've given a chance to myself to be more patient.. i've had enough..

p/s: there will be time when you have had enough.. you just can take it no more.. everyone have their own red line.. and you've reached mine

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